The Shadow Portrait: Canvas & Alchemy

What is your unlived life trying to tell you?

We spend years keeping ourselves reasonable, measured, and careful—repressing our raw power, our anger, or our wildness because we were taught it wasn't safe to take up space. But what we repress doesn't disappear. It lives in the dark, waiting to be seen.

This is a deeply personal transformation commission. This package combines a 60-Minute Portal Session with a custom, original oil painting on canvas that captures the hidden, unintegrated architecture of your psyche. Following our threshold reading, I step into the channel to paint the visual archetype, energy, or shadow aspect that is ready to break through into your conscious life. This is not a traditional portrait; it is a visual mirror of your unconscious gold, designed to act as a powerful catalyst for your ongoing individuation journey.

The Artist’s Journey:
As I created my Individuation Series, I deliberately allowed the unconscious to become conscious as a way to do the deep, transformative inner work required to heal from profound past trauma and reclaim my life. When I looked back at these paintings after emerging from my own Night Sea Journey, I was amazed to find they appeared to be a type of prognostication of the future. But perhaps they were the Self in communication with me the entire time—guiding me to paint exactly what I was about to transform into.

Investment & Process:

• Pricing: Commissions start at $6,000 for a 14" x 18" oil portrait with detail similar to the work shown in the portrait below with the conch crown, "Sovereignty".
• Deposit: A 50% deposit ($3,000) is required upfront to secure your commission and schedule your channeled Zoom session.
• The Threshold Session: During our 60-minute call, we will map out your psychic landscape. We will also discuss your painting in more detail, including size and pricing upgrades for larger canvases if your journey calls for it.
• Final Delivery: Afterward, you will receive final pricing updates and structured payment arrangements. All payments must be finalized prior to the shipment and receipt of your portrait.
• Please allow 6–8 weeks for the work to be finished and the oil paint to safely cure before shipping.  Shipping will be charged based on where you live. All quotes for larger portraits will include cost for shipping.  

Includes:

• 60-Minute Channeled Zoom Session
• up to 2 -10 minute progress zoom meetings
• 1 Custom, Original Channeled Oil Painting on Canvas